Friday, September 5, 2014
Having Faith that I will find myself...soon
I feel as though I have lost myself this week. Time to create, to play, to be... now replaced with a constant barrage of things that have to get done. Every waking moment consumed with teaching. I wake up from sleep and my mind immediately starts racing, remembering what I didn’t get done yesterday along with today’s to-do list. So much to do… my own time spent juggling all the paper that piles up during the day …so much paper, all needing attention… NOW! The whole day consumed leaving no time to create, read, breathe….
Faith…I look to it knowing I will get past all this, that a rhythm to my day will come. Yet I know time to create will be limited, often nonexistent.
This week I found this Red Luna hibiscus trying to hide in the garden. It's bright red plate-sized blooms gave it away. Still not sure how it arrived in that particular spot, hidden behind a dwarf sumac that decided to grow beyond dwarf.